Tag Archives: life
Purifying The Labyrinths of Mind
–When the soul was satisfied, your body and mind knew it. When the soul wasn’t satisfied, you were half-souless in the constant search for your whole soul. For a couple of years while she was in love with him, she didn’t think about being alone, even though she didn’t think she would be with him […]
Endless Midnights
I’m standing in the middle of nowhere, wanting to go everywhere. I have lost everyone and everything I have wanted. How are we supposed to start all over again when there is nothing to hold on to? I’m holding on to my emotions even though they are wrong. You are wrong for me. I want […]
The Coldness of the City, The Circle of Regrets
In the middle of another rainy and cold summer day I find myself without any breath, suffocating in my own thoughts, presumptions and the lack of any clue about anyone else’s thoughts. I wish I knew everything, I felt everything and I believed in everyone again. I’m blank and senseless with the presence of so […]
The Lines Between Obsessions; The Lessons of Time
There are no disappointments in the transparency of despair; only the obsessions of lost experiences exist to remind us that the more we get obsessed the more we lose our hopes. It is inevitable to desire something and not search for it, but the line between desire and fix idea is thin, if there is […]
Unattainable Nights of Conversations
I always thought I was torn between the unattainable and the available, but at the end of the day, we have two choices – to keep longing for the unattainable and feel lonely, or settle for the available and feel lonely again. Every well – considered decision seemed to take away the excitement of the […]
Temporary pleasures, infinite hopes.
In the most unexpected moments of new promises and inconvenient self-realizations, I think of you. I think of ancient moments which I used to find more beautiful than Heaven. Now they ruin everything I try to build. I think of you thinking that I know of you more than I understand. Every hope is a […]
Emotionless, soulful.
Trying to find myself seemed like a waste of time, sometimes it’s wonderful to get lost in the spell of the moment. I was standing there, completely real and flawed and I felt like I was myself more than ever – emotionless, soulful. It was unbelievable to me how someone as beautiful as you was […]
Imperfections and Other Real Things
I spent all day walking and only got to where I started with no clue about the future, with long lost dreams and strangers I refuse to get close to. There is so much life. And so few people who get it. I’m looking at the old trees, they are probably used to the cold […]
In Search for The Meaning of Life
I was wasting my time looking for the meaning of life, searching for love and fulfillment – by the time I find them, I have lost them again and I start looking again. It’s a constant battle between mind and heart, between disappointments and hopes, I am carried away for indefinite. I stare at myself, […]
Spontaneous Moments, Drifting Away.
I observe the people, the judgements, the expectations, the lies. I keep getting energy in all colors, now it’s orange. I count to seven and I stop. It’s my favorite number. I wish I could have my dream come true as soon as I stop counting. But I am still here, I am not alone, […]
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